I Once Lived a DreamI once fell in love.With the faceless.The nameless.Blue and white.My obsession.I once believed.The fairy tale.In magic.The illusion.Gone horribly wrong.I once lived a dream.A waking nightmare.Not impossible.I was the centre.Of the universe.I once placed trust.Fatalistic approach.I still do.Take me wind.Where I belong.
Twenty-Five PercentIt occurred.Realization.Epiphany.If you will."It's all in my head".The truth.Isn't there.Reality.Is perception.Illusions.Generated within.Prisoner of insanity.Suggestible.Vulnerable."Revolves around you".And I believed.To extreme.Truth within the dream.That which I believe.Only twenty-five percent.Of my skewed perception.Reflects reality.
Nothing is ImpossibleDon't fuss Sweet Angels.Trigger my psychosis.But I'll be ok.A new experience.Frightening adventure.But I'm alright.Dreadful mistake.Unintended effects.But I'm just fine."Keep calm and Carry On".I may be silent.But I believe in You.
Another MomentSlip into the moment.Blueberry muffin.Free double double.Almonds cashews hazelnuts.Drift with the music.You're still here.Forever and always.
Comfortable InsanityComfortable insanity.Still feel your presence.Everywhere.Small touches.Placed just for me."Believe"I Do.
My Moment in the HospitalForget the future.Let go of hope.There is only this moment.My feet grounded.The cold floor.Seeping through my socks.The sound of my pencil.Scratching out thoughts.Onto this piece of paper.Sipping on my latte.Cup warming my fingers.Comforting scent of home.This is my world.An uncomfortable moment.But it is mine.
Impressionable MindI still believe.In you my angels.Though I say I don't.There is truth.Beneath lies and deception.My imagination runs wild.Impressionable mind.I can't decipher.Facts from Fiction.Unintended side-effects.Of this little game.You took my hand.When I was blind.We danced in colour.Spoke in riddles.Shared passionate embraces.Without ever touching.
Around MeIt all revolves around me.My life is staged.Everyone an actor.Conceited woman.To believe in this.I know the truth.But then I don't.A puzzle I can't solve.Can't reconcile.Reality from imagination.Terrifying experience.Except it isn't.Benevolent shadows.I'm in love with the dream.
BewilderedBewildered.Dazed.Confused.What is real?I can't tell.